i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 @ 6/07/2006 12:25:00 AM
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Found this Story On My Friendster Bulletin:
Close To Tears...




> This is a story about a girl who fell in lovewith her> best friend..>> Jin and I are best fren..we do anything that best> fren do...One day, i realised that i love him...so i> decided to confessed this feeling to him one nite> where we camp with other frens... he said yes,he> would be my boyfren..>> So we went on like other couple's life does.Watch> movie, walk in park, eat together, go to beach....> but life's not fun as when we are still bestfren....> he also doesnt talk much, or act like we are best> fren, close and share everything... for me, he is> not a suitable or loving a boyfren... but i kept> quietly> this on my mind...>> But since the day he bcome my boyfren, heevery> single day would give me a small teddy bear...At> first i thought it was lovely, but till now, iwonder> why he would gav me this...>> One day, i was walking alone at a park. Then isaw> Jin talking to another gurl. I walk towards himand i> overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl. I was> really angry and i run home coz Jin never told me> he love me all the time we been boyfren and> gurlfren.>> Then, midnite that day, he come to my houseand> i open the door. He just passed me the teddy> bear that he used to give me everyday and said> sorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i was really> angry and i shouted at him,>> "Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear> from u is... "I love you" that's it, izit toohard???">> Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the> teddy bear on my palm and left away..i throw the> teddy bear into my cupboard.>> The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet at bus> stop near my house..i walk there and then he just> gav me a big teddy bear, my anger was still inhigh> position, and i throw the teddy to the middle ofthe> road. He keep quiet and then he go to the middle> of the road and pick the teddy up. He dint realisea> truck was coming towards him. I shouted at him> not to pick it up and he was about look at> me, and...........................>> *Bang*.>>> "JIN!!!!!!" I shouted... the next minute he waslying> on the road, covered with blood. He was sent to> the> hospital but it's too late...i losthim...forever....>> After attended his funeral, i went back home and i> hug all the teddy bear he gav me since the daywe> became couples... i counted the teddy bear oneby> one...> 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last> teddy bear he gave covered with his blood wasthe> 365th... it had been a year we became couple... i> squeeze the teddy bear with the tears flow....> suddenly...>>> *I love you~*> *I love you~*> *I love you~*>> I was shocked.. i looked at the teddys... and itake> one of it, and try to press on his tummy..>> *I love you~*> *I love you~*>> I tried each and every teddy bear he gav me...>> *I love you~*> *I love you~*> *I love you~*> *I love you~*> *I love you~*> *I love you~*......................>> And the biggest and the last teddy bear Jin gave> me, I squeeze his big tummy...>> *felicia, today is our very first annivery being a> couple after a year... i always love you,yesterday,> today, and forever........ I love you....*>> I dropped the teddy bear........> I never realised that Jin had actually told methose> words.. every single day.... till today...>> I slowly picked the teddy and i whispered to the> teddy's ear..>> "i love you too, Jin..and i always did........">> Repost this....ok...>> For the guys/gals that you loved> Tell them "i'll love u more than i cud b....> i'll care abt u more than i'm carin abt myself...