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Haiish... today finally broke down... locked myself up in de room... )): Den i started staring at de walls den juz cried... Tmr science prelims.. i'm studyin like mad.. guess dat caused suicidal thoughts.. Sorry Crystal.. screamed at u juz nw.. Laogong sms-ed me a few times today... nvr replied.. he freaked.. Since de day we met he sent me more den 700 sms-es.. Wonder y i even put dat thr.. Hope i pass for science tmr.. i never got gd grades 4 science.. failed many times though.. Read in a magazine lately bout a girl dat cut herself repeatedly for pleasure.. or sth.. Maybe i should try dat.. ( Tried before ) Sorry laogong.. made u worry for me again.. Next time dun worry for me kaesh... )):
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Haiish... today finally broke down... locked myself up in de room... )): Den i started staring at de walls den juz cried... Tmr science prelims.. i'm studyin like mad.. guess dat caused suicidal thoughts.. Sorry Crystal.. screamed at u juz nw.. Laogong sms-ed me a few times today... nvr replied.. he freaked.. Since de day we met he sent me more den 700 sms-es.. Wonder y i even put dat thr.. Hope i pass for science tmr.. i never got gd grades 4 science.. failed many times though.. Read in a magazine lately bout a girl dat cut herself repeatedly for pleasure.. or sth.. Maybe i should try dat.. ( Tried before ) Sorry laogong.. made u worry for me again.. Next time dun worry for me kaesh... )):
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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