i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 5/14/2007 08:01:00 PM
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hmms.
so, it wasnt really over.
i couldnt get you out.
so, i guess i had to keep you in.
(:
and we're together again.
i guess hoihaan was right.
half a chance ain't gna hurt anyone.
well, even if it did.
the only person it's gna hurt is me.
>.<
oh, whatevers.
im sorry for the past few days.
i left you alone to die.
but but!
i wont leave you there again.
i know it hurt.
it hurts me as much as it hurts you.
my fault, i know.
and it wasnt easy getting back up.
seriously, it wasnt.
and so it seems.
the three day war with myself has ended.
;D
and im happy again.
and i realised that people do care.
everyone cheered me up.
joey dearest was there as usual.
and imanibintekhoolimkong couldnt have made me happier.
deborah laopo made the smile wider.
and clint went out for a walk with me.
people, life couldnt be better with you guys.
<33

and, boy.
life wont be meaningless anymore.
'cause you have me back now.
so please smile.
make your friends smile, like you always did.
make life happy for others and yourself.
and get well soon.
the cough's pretty bad there.
and the sniffles have got to you.
):
i'll still love you like i always did.
so please dont break your last promise.