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hmms. so, it wasnt really over. i couldnt get you out. so, i guess i had to keep you in. (: and we're together again. i guess hoihaan was right. half a chance ain't gna hurt anyone. well, even if it did. the only person it's gna hurt is me. >.< oh, whatevers. im sorry for the past few days. i left you alone to die. but but! i wont leave you there again. i know it hurt. it hurts me as much as it hurts you. my fault, i know. and it wasnt easy getting back up. seriously, it wasnt. and so it seems. the three day war with myself has ended. ;D and im happy again. and i realised that people do care. everyone cheered me up. joey dearest was there as usual. and imanibintekhoolimkong couldnt have made me happier. deborah laopo made the smile wider. and clint went out for a walk with me. people, life couldnt be better with you guys. <33
and, boy. life wont be meaningless anymore. 'cause you have me back now. so please smile. make your friends smile, like you always did. make life happy for others and yourself. and get well soon. the cough's pretty bad there. and the sniffles have got to you. ): i'll still love you like i always did. so please dont break your last promise.
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hmms. so, it wasnt really over. i couldnt get you out. so, i guess i had to keep you in. (: and we're together again. i guess hoihaan was right. half a chance ain't gna hurt anyone. well, even if it did. the only person it's gna hurt is me. >.< oh, whatevers. im sorry for the past few days. i left you alone to die. but but! i wont leave you there again. i know it hurt. it hurts me as much as it hurts you. my fault, i know. and it wasnt easy getting back up. seriously, it wasnt. and so it seems. the three day war with myself has ended. ;D and im happy again. and i realised that people do care. everyone cheered me up. joey dearest was there as usual. and imanibintekhoolimkong couldnt have made me happier. deborah laopo made the smile wider. and clint went out for a walk with me. people, life couldnt be better with you guys. <33
and, boy. life wont be meaningless anymore. 'cause you have me back now. so please smile. make your friends smile, like you always did. make life happy for others and yourself. and get well soon. the cough's pretty bad there. and the sniffles have got to you. ): i'll still love you like i always did. so please dont break your last promise.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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