im having a sudden moodswing.
i dont know why.
and it just sucks.
nobody seems to care.
and everyone seems to hate me.
im hated, i know.
i dont like my family.
they suck.
because im here, alone.
im blamed for everything.
do you even care?
do you even fucking know im sick.
im coughing like some bronchitic freak.
and you just shout at me.
like im suck creature that doesnt understand human.
hey, fuck you alright.
you dont care.
why dont you just lock me in the toilet.
and swallow the key.
so i'll never come out and bother you eh.
then life would be bliss wouldnt it.
i dont need you around anyway.
i hate you.

and you.
you think the world loves you eh.
well, the world might.
but im starting to dislike you.
im sick and tired of your tantrums.
im human too.
i do have my swings.
i do have my temper.
and you treat me like some substitute.
when you're down and out.
you come crying to me like some fuck.
and expect me to give a damn.
well, I DONT!
your lips arent tantalising you know.
they arent irresistable.
fuck you.
i wish you were dead.

my addictions dont seem to care anymore.
not like before.
my friends dont seem to care.
well, they didnt care much anyway.
im without a boyfriend.
and i feel alone.
there's nobody to kiss.
and no more warm hugs on cold nights.
no more hands to hold.
and no more candy to share.
it seems so dead.
but never again will i kiss you.
never again will i wish for you.
and never again will i fall for you.
i wish i was dead.
just so plain dead.
the sign ahead says roadblock.
and the sign behind says likewise.
im just stuck in the middle of nowhere.
and it sucks.
i dont want this life.
i want a shoulder to cry on.
and i want a hug.
i just want a god damn hug.
i cant go on anymore.
i wont say i hate you.
cause there's still love.
and i wont lie saying i dont miss you.
boy,
does it hurt to know i'll never be there?
never to be with you again.
or have you gotten over it.
you should have.
and you have to.
its shit.
but nothing's fair.
i kinda thought of you for awhile.
and it sort of made me smile.
and i wish i had your hugs again.
but this love's dead.
and so's this heart of mine.
goodbye, love.

i've let my emotions engulf me.
and the tears have flooded my face.
i dont like my swingings.
but they just wont leave me alone.
im sorry.

im having a sudden moodswing.
i dont know why.
and it just sucks.
nobody seems to care.
and everyone seems to hate me.
im hated, i know.
i dont like my family.
they suck.
because im here, alone.
im blamed for everything.
do you even care?
do you even fucking know im sick.
im coughing like some bronchitic freak.
and you just shout at me.
like im suck creature that doesnt understand human.
hey, fuck you alright.
you dont care.
why dont you just lock me in the toilet.
and swallow the key.
so i'll never come out and bother you eh.
then life would be bliss wouldnt it.
i dont need you around anyway.
i hate you.

and you.
you think the world loves you eh.
well, the world might.
but im starting to dislike you.
im sick and tired of your tantrums.
im human too.
i do have my swings.
i do have my temper.
and you treat me like some substitute.
when you're down and out.
you come crying to me like some fuck.
and expect me to give a damn.
well, I DONT!
your lips arent tantalising you know.
they arent irresistable.
fuck you.
i wish you were dead.

my addictions dont seem to care anymore.
not like before.
my friends dont seem to care.
well, they didnt care much anyway.
im without a boyfriend.
and i feel alone.
there's nobody to kiss.
and no more warm hugs on cold nights.
no more hands to hold.
and no more candy to share.
it seems so dead.
but never again will i kiss you.
never again will i wish for you.
and never again will i fall for you.
i wish i was dead.
just so plain dead.
the sign ahead says roadblock.
and the sign behind says likewise.
im just stuck in the middle of nowhere.
and it sucks.
i dont want this life.
i want a shoulder to cry on.
and i want a hug.
i just want a god damn hug.
i cant go on anymore.
i wont say i hate you.
cause there's still love.
and i wont lie saying i dont miss you.
boy,
does it hurt to know i'll never be there?
never to be with you again.
or have you gotten over it.
you should have.
and you have to.
its shit.
but nothing's fair.
i kinda thought of you for awhile.
and it sort of made me smile.
and i wish i had your hugs again.
but this love's dead.
and so's this heart of mine.
goodbye, love.

i've let my emotions engulf me.
and the tears have flooded my face.
i dont like my swingings.
but they just wont leave me alone.
im sorry.