this para. shall be for konghoihaan.

dear girl,
whats with the sadness.
dont cry.
it's not doing any good.
dont think of it for the time being.
you'll just be sadder.
and then you'll sadden me.
))=
i've lent you the big wide smile.
i'm sure yours will come back.
real soon.
'cause smiles like their owners.
and they're smart.
so i'm sure it'll find its way home to you.
don't let the problems get to you.
beach bitches don't get sad.
hai bian~ remember?
look at our rings.
it'll make you smile.
think of us.
(:
we'll always be here for you.
rain or shine.
so get that smile back on your face.
-

boy :
its okay.
i've forgiven you.
and you don't have to feel guilty.
i'm fine now.
forget whatever happened.
and forget my tears.
i did'nt blame you for anything.
its merely a shattered heart.
i'm sure i'll be able to fix it back.
but don't forget your promise.
don't break it.
please.
i'm afraid.
afraid you'll leave me one day.
leave me for another.
and leave me here to cry alone.
i can't imagine what it would be like.
to be here alone.
without your hugs in the cold.
without you laughter to make me smile.
it'll be so horrible.
i might just kill myself.
damn.
don't let forever end now.
please don't.


-# EDITEDD. ;;

i dont know what happened.
i really dont.
everything seems forgotten.
i forgot how to love you the way i did.
and i forgot how to think properly.
i dont know why.
i dont want forever to end now.
but i cant seem to hold on to this relationship.
and i dont want it to end.
i dont know whats going on in my fucked up mind.
i said, no, dont let go.
yet it seems to difficult.
i still love you the way i did before.
i really do.
but i dont know whats going on between us.
im frustrated.
and im helpless.
i just want to end this life.
dont save me.
i dont want to be saved.
and i dont want to be here.
i want to run away.
to far away.
and never come back.
i want to scream my heart out.
but i cant seem to.
this heart of mine isnt listening to me.
and i dont know what to do.
boy, im sorry.
truly am.
i dont know for what.
but im just sorry.

this para. shall be for konghoihaan.

dear girl,
whats with the sadness.
dont cry.
it's not doing any good.
dont think of it for the time being.
you'll just be sadder.
and then you'll sadden me.
))=
i've lent you the big wide smile.
i'm sure yours will come back.
real soon.
'cause smiles like their owners.
and they're smart.
so i'm sure it'll find its way home to you.
don't let the problems get to you.
beach bitches don't get sad.
hai bian~ remember?
look at our rings.
it'll make you smile.
think of us.
(:
we'll always be here for you.
rain or shine.
so get that smile back on your face.
-

boy :
its okay.
i've forgiven you.
and you don't have to feel guilty.
i'm fine now.
forget whatever happened.
and forget my tears.
i did'nt blame you for anything.
its merely a shattered heart.
i'm sure i'll be able to fix it back.
but don't forget your promise.
don't break it.
please.
i'm afraid.
afraid you'll leave me one day.
leave me for another.
and leave me here to cry alone.
i can't imagine what it would be like.
to be here alone.
without your hugs in the cold.
without you laughter to make me smile.
it'll be so horrible.
i might just kill myself.
damn.
don't let forever end now.
please don't.


-# EDITEDD. ;;

i dont know what happened.
i really dont.
everything seems forgotten.
i forgot how to love you the way i did.
and i forgot how to think properly.
i dont know why.
i dont want forever to end now.
but i cant seem to hold on to this relationship.
and i dont want it to end.
i dont know whats going on in my fucked up mind.
i said, no, dont let go.
yet it seems to difficult.
i still love you the way i did before.
i really do.
but i dont know whats going on between us.
im frustrated.
and im helpless.
i just want to end this life.
dont save me.
i dont want to be saved.
and i dont want to be here.
i want to run away.
to far away.
and never come back.
i want to scream my heart out.
but i cant seem to.
this heart of mine isnt listening to me.
and i dont know what to do.
boy, im sorry.
truly am.
i dont know for what.
but im just sorry.