i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @ 6/13/2007 03:28:00 PM
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current post not for the sensitive and over-tensed.



dear terence,

yes, i know you harbour a certain kind of feeling towards me.

we've known each other since we were 5.

am i not right?

i admit, when we were young.

we did play together and have fun.

but dear boy, we were god damn 5 or 6!

we were young, ignorant and innocent.

now that we're 13,

we should learn to live our own lives.

yes, and if you didnt know.

i recently had a relationship setback.

and im not ready for another relationship.

and i dont think i will be for the remaining year of 2007.

we're now currently in different schools.

and the last time we've met was during the alumni movie.

yes, and we didnt even exchange a word.

some of our peers were whispering among themselves.

you wanted to tell me smth, am i right?

but, you didnt have the guts to do so.

yes, and since you do not dare to even talk to me.

what rights to you think you have to become my boyfriend.

well, almost none.

let me tell you smth.

my ex-, although rather cheeky and playful at times.

he knew how to win my heart, and he did love me.

for that period of time, i felt his love.

however, due to some misunderstanding on my side.

we fell apart.

and i know he still loves me.

but i dont feel anything for him anymore.

i'll still love him, but as a good friend.

and not a soulmate.

he had the courage to ask.

you don't.

thats the biggest difference between the both of you.

and so, your rejection is because i do not love you.

and i do not want another relationship.

partially my fault, for being a stuck up bitch.

and partially yours, for not having the courage to ask.

and because of this, im sorry.

but you're not the kind of guy for me.

sincerely,

the stuck up bitch you have a crush on.



wayne ng, you'd better read the purple part.

i'll still love you, but not like before.

alright?

we'll still be quarellsome buddies like before.

and we'll still have the loving memories being together.

so give up, and move.