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my bad days dont seem to be letting me off. loserrrr. the whole day sucked. i woke up late. made bimbo walk all the way here. sorry eh. i wasnt the usual crazy me. )= i didnt even laugh the whole day. except smile to wilson, and peoples. ergh. 359-ed to school. saw wilson in the bus. i didnt smile or whatever. was feeling too terrible. -__- i soo didnt wna go to school tdy. PE was first period, was feeling like dying. bah. didnt play much. very not active, then came maths, and for once in mdm riah's lesson, i dno how to solve the stupid question. erghh. i banged my head on the table. stupid lah. then i started shouting at lokess. sorry eh bro-. recess sucked. for no reason. after which was bio-. ms chan kept staring at me. i dno why. then came english. whatevers, i dont wish to elaborate on this. jek ee msged me, he's sweet(only for tdy), and he cares. unlike some shitass son of a bitch, who obviously deserves a punch in his stupid face.
had sectionals aft school. whatevers. toilet sucks sucks sucks! i dont like her(it?). she is a total fucking slut, and i wna kill her. hey, dumbass, if you're reading this ; im telling you to go die, screw you! im angry. and i was sooo stressed alrd. the barbeque, the walls, the band, EVERYTHING. and she blasted her stupid flute in my ear. dont need so hao lian lor asshole. i know im a bitch, but hey ; i do have friends. BITCHES HAVE FRIENDS. get that in your head. and _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s super biased. she like, keeps praising her. and keeps dissing me. eh, im at a disadvantage here. if you think im very hard to teach, DONT TEACH ME! you have 4 juniors to choose from. ergh! i dont like band anymore. )= everything sucks. and i want an outlet to vent my anger on. i shall go punch walls. and i wont give a damn if my hand bleeds. -.- all the better if my hand gets injured, then i wont have to play the flute anymore. great, then she can have her stupid SL post for all i care. cause I DONT FUCKING CARE.
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my bad days dont seem to be letting me off. loserrrr. the whole day sucked. i woke up late. made bimbo walk all the way here. sorry eh. i wasnt the usual crazy me. )= i didnt even laugh the whole day. except smile to wilson, and peoples. ergh. 359-ed to school. saw wilson in the bus. i didnt smile or whatever. was feeling too terrible. -__- i soo didnt wna go to school tdy. PE was first period, was feeling like dying. bah. didnt play much. very not active, then came maths, and for once in mdm riah's lesson, i dno how to solve the stupid question. erghh. i banged my head on the table. stupid lah. then i started shouting at lokess. sorry eh bro-. recess sucked. for no reason. after which was bio-. ms chan kept staring at me. i dno why. then came english. whatevers, i dont wish to elaborate on this. jek ee msged me, he's sweet(only for tdy), and he cares. unlike some shitass son of a bitch, who obviously deserves a punch in his stupid face.
had sectionals aft school. whatevers. toilet sucks sucks sucks! i dont like her(it?). she is a total fucking slut, and i wna kill her. hey, dumbass, if you're reading this ; im telling you to go die, screw you! im angry. and i was sooo stressed alrd. the barbeque, the walls, the band, EVERYTHING. and she blasted her stupid flute in my ear. dont need so hao lian lor asshole. i know im a bitch, but hey ; i do have friends. BITCHES HAVE FRIENDS. get that in your head. and _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s super biased. she like, keeps praising her. and keeps dissing me. eh, im at a disadvantage here. if you think im very hard to teach, DONT TEACH ME! you have 4 juniors to choose from. ergh! i dont like band anymore. )= everything sucks. and i want an outlet to vent my anger on. i shall go punch walls. and i wont give a damn if my hand bleeds. -.- all the better if my hand gets injured, then i wont have to play the flute anymore. great, then she can have her stupid SL post for all i care. cause I DONT FUCKING CARE.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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