i dont know whats wrong. perhaps its the papers, or the world. but i just feel like dying, ending everything. im such a let down. huixiu, huixiu. whats the matter with you! ugh, fuck. im such a loser. fuckhead. - its a bad day. i failed biology, as expected. geography isnt that nice. maths isnt gna be pretty. fuck, i wna quit school. now. immediately. ugh. fuck you, huixiu. you're just another fuckhead that cant study. you shldnt be living. just, go and die. your existance isnt of any help to the society. - "why am i still thinking of this."
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i dont know whats wrong. perhaps its the papers, or the world. but i just feel like dying, ending everything. im such a let down. huixiu, huixiu. whats the matter with you! ugh, fuck. im such a loser. fuckhead. - its a bad day. i failed biology, as expected. geography isnt that nice. maths isnt gna be pretty. fuck, i wna quit school. now. immediately. ugh. fuck you, huixiu. you're just another fuckhead that cant study. you shldnt be living. just, go and die. your existance isnt of any help to the society. - "why am i still thinking of this."
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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