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papers were okay i guess.
chinese took me a long long time.
very inferential. dots, i hate inferential questions.
recess was long, hmm.
went back to class. went high.
nehneh! stupid jonas/kelvan. whoever was at the door.
he pushed the fucking door so hard against my knuckle.
what the fuck, the whole thing sorta swelled up.
assholes, burn and rot in hell ! aww, dear lord, i've sinned.
eh whatever lah! i dont even believe in god, but whatever.
god seems to be a nice man/person/being. whatever you call it.
walked to int. saw jera, eileen and amanda.
bus-ed back with them.
meeting jera to study laters.
sigh, im so not prepared for maths.
ahhh whatever !
ipod's currently charging, idk why im saying this.
oh wells, cheerio.
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i suppose there's no turning back for us now.
though i really want you back.
but its okay, i've learnt to let go of things.
i cant possibly get everything i want. its ridiculous.
seeing you happy with her is good enough.
treasure her, i wish you luck.
and we shall remain as good friends.
i love you, always will.
"it doesnt matter if you're not here, you never were."
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papers were okay i guess.
chinese took me a long long time.
very inferential. dots, i hate inferential questions.
recess was long, hmm.
went back to class. went high.
nehneh! stupid jonas/kelvan. whoever was at the door.
he pushed the fucking door so hard against my knuckle.
what the fuck, the whole thing sorta swelled up.
assholes, burn and rot in hell ! aww, dear lord, i've sinned.
eh whatever lah! i dont even believe in god, but whatever.
god seems to be a nice man/person/being. whatever you call it.
walked to int. saw jera, eileen and amanda.
bus-ed back with them.
meeting jera to study laters.
sigh, im so not prepared for maths.
ahhh whatever !
ipod's currently charging, idk why im saying this.
oh wells, cheerio.
-
i suppose there's no turning back for us now.
though i really want you back.
but its okay, i've learnt to let go of things.
i cant possibly get everything i want. its ridiculous.
seeing you happy with her is good enough.
treasure her, i wish you luck.
and we shall remain as good friends.
i love you, always will.
"it doesnt matter if you're not here, you never were."
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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