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school was normal.
brought home all my books and files ;
in a box. haha, like kena retrenched ah.
zhiyu is so sweet can.
she wrote us little yellow notes for good luck.
chabor is deeply loved !
bus-ed home with eileen and jeradine.
thanks eileen, for helping to carry my stuff.
you're so loved ehs.
i suppose today's the first time in weeks that i reached home so early.
feels nice. studied for DnT. i dont have a photographic memory.
UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE~. tsk.
studied until i gave up, i hate DnT lah !
but i doubt i'll fail.
it isnt that difficult, i think. =\
i'll pass DnT !
i dont care, i must.
okayys. i suddenly forgot what i wanted to blog about.
i've been listening to shihui's blog song.
okayy, im addicted to it, again. -.-
i still remember i got addicted to it like, quite long ago.
and no wim addicted again.
eh what the hell, idk what im saying lah!
ohh wells, nevermind.
i shall stop my nonsensical rants for the day.
good luck, 1/2. please pass EOYs. we must. 'cause we rock !
=D
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its been more than 5 months since we've gone our seperate ways.
i've been thinking alot, about us ; in the past and present.
everything seems to have changed alot.
even though the year hasnt ended, both you and i have changed.
you said you would wait, no matter how long it took.
i was so stupid to ask you to give up. just so idiotic.
i took your love for granted, and now im regretting.
i miss waking up to your sweet messages in the morning.
you used to be my everything, every conversation would have you in it.
your warm hands, your bear hugs, your kisses. i miss us, in the past.
i probably seem like some slut now, ditching you and wanting you back.
but i've thought long and hard, who i really want, what i want.
everytime i walk home, i'd remember you sending me home.
it used to be so perfect, that love was what others couldnt have.
i loved you, with all my heart. but you kept judging yourself.
i didnt like it. it felt terrible to see you judge yourself against others.
because in my heart, you were the best, the only one i could ever have
yet, because of my foolishness, everything got shattered.
i didnt want it to end like it did, nobody did. tears shed, hearts broken.
i realised, love knows no boundaries ; no flaws ; no adversity.
i guess we just werent meant to be, love was its own adversity.
my dearest boy, i cant seem to keep alive without you.
i miss you, i miss us. i want everything to come back.
but i realised a step too late, you've found her. it seems most impossible ;
we'll never get back again, i understand that.
i do not wish for more, i just want to see you well and happy.
cherish her, for i've hurt you deep enough.
im sorry, dear love.
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"it isnt about who came first, its about who you want."
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school was normal.
brought home all my books and files ;
in a box. haha, like kena retrenched ah.
zhiyu is so sweet can.
she wrote us little yellow notes for good luck.
chabor is deeply loved !
bus-ed home with eileen and jeradine.
thanks eileen, for helping to carry my stuff.
you're so loved ehs.
i suppose today's the first time in weeks that i reached home so early.
feels nice. studied for DnT. i dont have a photographic memory.
UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE~. tsk.
studied until i gave up, i hate DnT lah !
but i doubt i'll fail.
it isnt that difficult, i think. =\
i'll pass DnT !
i dont care, i must.
okayys. i suddenly forgot what i wanted to blog about.
i've been listening to shihui's blog song.
okayy, im addicted to it, again. -.-
i still remember i got addicted to it like, quite long ago.
and no wim addicted again.
eh what the hell, idk what im saying lah!
ohh wells, nevermind.
i shall stop my nonsensical rants for the day.
good luck, 1/2. please pass EOYs. we must. 'cause we rock !
=D
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its been more than 5 months since we've gone our seperate ways.
i've been thinking alot, about us ; in the past and present.
everything seems to have changed alot.
even though the year hasnt ended, both you and i have changed.
you said you would wait, no matter how long it took.
i was so stupid to ask you to give up. just so idiotic.
i took your love for granted, and now im regretting.
i miss waking up to your sweet messages in the morning.
you used to be my everything, every conversation would have you in it.
your warm hands, your bear hugs, your kisses. i miss us, in the past.
i probably seem like some slut now, ditching you and wanting you back.
but i've thought long and hard, who i really want, what i want.
everytime i walk home, i'd remember you sending me home.
it used to be so perfect, that love was what others couldnt have.
i loved you, with all my heart. but you kept judging yourself.
i didnt like it. it felt terrible to see you judge yourself against others.
because in my heart, you were the best, the only one i could ever have
yet, because of my foolishness, everything got shattered.
i didnt want it to end like it did, nobody did. tears shed, hearts broken.
i realised, love knows no boundaries ; no flaws ; no adversity.
i guess we just werent meant to be, love was its own adversity.
my dearest boy, i cant seem to keep alive without you.
i miss you, i miss us. i want everything to come back.
but i realised a step too late, you've found her. it seems most impossible ;
we'll never get back again, i understand that.
i do not wish for more, i just want to see you well and happy.
cherish her, for i've hurt you deep enough.
im sorry, dear love.
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"it isnt about who came first, its about who you want."
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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