im effin' sick now. -.- and i woke up at 6.30, feeling most terrible. my muscles ached like dno what, so terrible uhhh! and then, like 8am or smth. mostafa and amirul called. =\ i guess not many people went for band? sorry luh guys, i wna go band too y'know. sighsigh. and i didnt go see a doctor, cause i still had medicine from last time. AND, i think i just used up all my parent's letters for the year. HOW HOW HOW?! die la. -.- [bangs head] yonling, eudora and avril are coming over later i guess. how to do project when im in this state, =\ ahh. wth. aww, i want a hug. )= im hungry. -.- - im like, so contradicting myself. i know. what to do, what to do. idk what the hell i want. =\ can i just die. -.- - "look at the stars fading."
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im effin' sick now. -.- and i woke up at 6.30, feeling most terrible. my muscles ached like dno what, so terrible uhhh! and then, like 8am or smth. mostafa and amirul called. =\ i guess not many people went for band? sorry luh guys, i wna go band too y'know. sighsigh. and i didnt go see a doctor, cause i still had medicine from last time. AND, i think i just used up all my parent's letters for the year. HOW HOW HOW?! die la. -.- [bangs head] yonling, eudora and avril are coming over later i guess. how to do project when im in this state, =\ ahh. wth. aww, i want a hug. )= im hungry. -.- - im like, so contradicting myself. i know. what to do, what to do. idk what the hell i want. =\ can i just die. -.- - "look at the stars fading."
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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