"i kinda miss you when you're not around."-
first,
FUCK YOU LADEY.
stop acting like you're so darn close to me.
i shall make my point fucking clear,
IM NOT YOUR DEAREST BELOVED FRIEND.
so stop talking as if im so close to you. -.-
whats with your bloody personal message.
I STARTED THE NEHNEH THING. and you cant use it, [total bitch sentence]
okay, only my nehs can use it. -.- not you, slut slut slut slut!
what siol, nobody's gna spam you/hate you if you dont start with all the shit.
blame yrself la, fuck face. -.- basket la you.
im gna spit everything i hate about you right now.
why, because YOU FREAKING COPIED. -.- plagiarism kills, bitch.
you act cute! fucking do! -.- ugh.
okay, there's too much to list out, to sum it all up.
i hate you, you can hate me, you're an effin' whore. go die. -.-
and oh, YOU'VE STARTED TO TRY UN-TWITTING.
y'know what? it doesnt help, you're that fuckin' whore everyone wants to kill.
bah, shitass loserrrrr.
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okay, the above doesnt concern you unless you're someone i rly rly rly hate.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEK EE.
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spent the night out with the guys.
watched forbidden kingdom at century sq.
i think its a nice movie, just that its too.. rushed.
some scenes have no link whatsoever to the previous scenes.
but ohhhhhhh, the settings were damn chio and the fighting scenes were nice.
gary went to his grandmama's home after that, while me and jek ee went to eat at central.
god knows where kenneth and ashley went after that. haha.
talked about what we wanted to do after sec 4, haha.
jek ee doesnt know what he wants to do. HMM.
bought some food from 7-11 for breakfast, then intended to go home.
but i just didnt feel like it, so i stayed with jek ee till past midnight.
haha, i sent him a birthday sms at 12am when i was sitting beside him. -.-
i know i can be so retarded sometimes. last night's sky was nice, rly.
or maybe its just that i havent looked at it for very long. hmm.
thought about the past, thought about the present, thought about the future.
then we both went home. and as usual, -.- my mom screamed her ass off at me.
bah.
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i realise, i've been sucha kid in the past. always demanding im right.
and the people around me will just give in to me, whether im right or not.
wayne wld give in to me whenever we quarelled, just to make me happy.
wensen gives in to me whenever i vent anger on him, just to make me happy too.
because of that, i always think im right. but then, thinking back,
i figure i've been such a bitch, always demanding this and that.
and never thinking how others will feel. i think i've rly broken a few hearts like this.
and for everything i've done to break anyone's heart, im sorry.
i want to change to world, but first. i think i've gotta start by changing myself.
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p/s : i feel that empty corner tugging when you're not here to talk to me.
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TAG REPLIES :
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anna - how bout showing your own blog. yours cant be any better than mine,
since you're sucha no lifer that has nth better to do other than spamming.
KIMBERLYN - i love you too! (:
MINGXUAN - ah, nvm. -.- i dont wna spark an arguement.
ZHIYU - haha, whats her name? estia or smth right.
sucha nice name, but sucha fucked up attitude.
EILEEN - haha, dont needa bother. they'll burn in hell someday.
JERADINE - ahaha, i see you're back to blogging.
and yes, i do know what to do. (:
