i like having girl chats with vivien and dolyn.
im so tired with everything, i just need a hug from you.
it makes life seem much simpler, less problematic.
im sick of answering your "re-assuring" questions. really.
even if we do crap alot, we're still this close after all these years.
i love you for who you are, you know that right? so why do you keep asking.
i love them alot. alot.
i have enough problems to bother about, i dont have all the time in the world for you. im sorry.
and oh joey koh. =\ i miss you alot.
i love you, and i do miss you. but im very much occupied with life too.
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im so bored now, im posting for the second time today!
im tired. tired of band, of my family, of everything.
gosh. =\ im so tired of everything. ):
i just need you to be there for me. not ask me if i love you.
im beginning to dislike blogging now.
i've promised you, i'll love you with all my heart. trust me alright.
'cause you cant rly post everything out. talk about reading between the lines.
you're free to leave if you dont feel like trusting me.
sigh, life's a bleedin' bitch! damn.
after all, i've already experienced what you want to feel in a relationship.
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im not asking you to leave. i love you. i really do.
there's band tomorrow! hmm.
i'm just very worn out. i need you. D:
and some stupid leadership talk, which i think i need really bad. D:
perhaps i really am a bad girlfriend, i dont understand you enough.
bloody hell. -.- life's making me want to die.
im sorry.
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i like having girl chats with vivien and dolyn.
im so tired with everything, i just need a hug from you.
it makes life seem much simpler, less problematic.
im sick of answering your "re-assuring" questions. really.
even if we do crap alot, we're still this close after all these years.
i love you for who you are, you know that right? so why do you keep asking.
i love them alot. alot.
i have enough problems to bother about, i dont have all the time in the world for you. im sorry.
and oh joey koh. =\ i miss you alot.
i love you, and i do miss you. but im very much occupied with life too.
-
im so bored now, im posting for the second time today!
im tired. tired of band, of my family, of everything.
gosh. =\ im so tired of everything. ):
i just need you to be there for me. not ask me if i love you.
im beginning to dislike blogging now.
i've promised you, i'll love you with all my heart. trust me alright.
'cause you cant rly post everything out. talk about reading between the lines.
you're free to leave if you dont feel like trusting me.
sigh, life's a bleedin' bitch! damn.
after all, i've already experienced what you want to feel in a relationship.
-
im not asking you to leave. i love you. i really do.
there's band tomorrow! hmm.
i'm just very worn out. i need you. D:
and some stupid leadership talk, which i think i need really bad. D:
perhaps i really am a bad girlfriend, i dont understand you enough.
bloody hell. -.- life's making me want to die.
im sorry.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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