 "you leave me hanging in between."-
3 CHEERS FOR EMPTYSWING-S!
ITS HER 400TH POST MANXZ.
WOO.-
watch accuracy of death with yunxuan, amanda and mingxuan.
and omg. takeshi kaneshiro is chao ji de hot.
and i think the storyline's nice,
who doesnt love a shinigami that's so attracted to music? :D
walked around, met erzi and his friend/s.
and i tell you, i hate going out with guys.
because they're so fucking indecisive. -.-
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me - so, whr you all wna eat?
guy - idk. you?
me - im asking you, so you answer me.
guy - idk. anywhr.
me - ZZZ. -.-
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see, -.- damn assholic canxz.
spoil my day nia. tsk.
I HATE INDECISIVE PEOPLE!
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i want so many books. and i want a macbook air!
my god, it costs 4k. -.-
i want a laptop skin too ($79).
cheebye, why everything so expensive.
tsk. rotted in the toilet for awhile.
and i guess what yunxuan said is true,
if i dont settle my problems now, i'll regret when its too late.
but, how? how am i s'posed to salvage this alr gone-case situation.
alamak. its so horrible when you needa keep thinking but dont get answers. -.-
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bus-ed home with yunxuan and mingxuan.
and thanks mingxuan, for the chocolates.
i went home and realised nobody was home. -.-
and so, i ironed all the clothes, mopped the floor,
fed the dog, wash the dishes and all. -.-
i feel like "Yati", with no pay. zzz.
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i wanted to bake cupcakes, budden,
it was alr 8pm when i decided.
and i was kinda lazy,
so yeah, i'll bake tmr.
idk how it'll turn out, 'cause i've nv tried this recipe before.
and, my mood's seriously horrible now. -.- thanks to the many factors behind it.
its hoihaan's birthday tmr, idk if she'll read this, but anyway;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOIHAAN.
though i havent seen you for quite sometime,
i hope you're happy and well.
all the best in everything you do.
:D
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okay,
mama just fucking shouted at me for nth again.
nvm, WO REN.
bleedin' B* of a woman. -.- UGH.
come home only shout like knnbccbwtftmdxz.
and yes, that actually means smth. -.-
-
okay, bye people.
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TAG REPLIES :
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YUNXUAN - ALAMAK! yah la. -.- nightmare!
SHUENJIN - walk next door only, you think kai party ah. chey.
GILLIAN - its the same problem, and please dont be afraid of me.
i need you to talk to about my problems. D:
MINGXUAN - ah shudup lah you. lao neh. chey!
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edited. /
yuanxiang,
no matter what happens.
how much you've sinned,
how many people you've hurt,
how many people you've landed in hospital,
i'll never give up on you, neither will jason, or the rest.
since he's alr forgiven you, then forgive yourself too.
give each other a chance to think over. and start afresh.
if you give up on yrself now, then even i also cant help you anymore.
everytime i feel like dying, you'll comfort me,
saying that i'll stand up again, i'll pull through,
and now, you're the one that needs this the most.
so stand up like you always do. and take this as a lesson,
never repeat yr mistakes again. [:
jiayou!
(and yes, you're still gna get scolded for smoking too much. -.-)
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"you leave me hanging in between."-
3 CHEERS FOR EMPTYSWING-S!
ITS HER 400TH POST MANXZ.
WOO.-
watch accuracy of death with yunxuan, amanda and mingxuan.
and omg. takeshi kaneshiro is chao ji de hot.
and i think the storyline's nice,
who doesnt love a shinigami that's so attracted to music? :D
walked around, met erzi and his friend/s.
and i tell you, i hate going out with guys.
because they're so fucking indecisive. -.-
-
me - so, whr you all wna eat?
guy - idk. you?
me - im asking you, so you answer me.
guy - idk. anywhr.
me - ZZZ. -.-
-
see, -.- damn assholic canxz.
spoil my day nia. tsk.
I HATE INDECISIVE PEOPLE!
-
i want so many books. and i want a macbook air!
my god, it costs 4k. -.-
i want a laptop skin too ($79).
cheebye, why everything so expensive.
tsk. rotted in the toilet for awhile.
and i guess what yunxuan said is true,
if i dont settle my problems now, i'll regret when its too late.
but, how? how am i s'posed to salvage this alr gone-case situation.
alamak. its so horrible when you needa keep thinking but dont get answers. -.-
-
bus-ed home with yunxuan and mingxuan.
and thanks mingxuan, for the chocolates.
i went home and realised nobody was home. -.-
and so, i ironed all the clothes, mopped the floor,
fed the dog, wash the dishes and all. -.-
i feel like "Yati", with no pay. zzz.
-
i wanted to bake cupcakes, budden,
it was alr 8pm when i decided.
and i was kinda lazy,
so yeah, i'll bake tmr.
idk how it'll turn out, 'cause i've nv tried this recipe before.
and, my mood's seriously horrible now. -.- thanks to the many factors behind it.
its hoihaan's birthday tmr, idk if she'll read this, but anyway;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOIHAAN.
though i havent seen you for quite sometime,
i hope you're happy and well.
all the best in everything you do.
:D
-
okay,
mama just fucking shouted at me for nth again.
nvm, WO REN.
bleedin' B* of a woman. -.- UGH.
come home only shout like knnbccbwtftmdxz.
and yes, that actually means smth. -.-
-
okay, bye people.
-
TAG REPLIES :
-
YUNXUAN - ALAMAK! yah la. -.- nightmare!
SHUENJIN - walk next door only, you think kai party ah. chey.
GILLIAN - its the same problem, and please dont be afraid of me.
i need you to talk to about my problems. D:
MINGXUAN - ah shudup lah you. lao neh. chey!
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edited. /
yuanxiang,
no matter what happens.
how much you've sinned,
how many people you've hurt,
how many people you've landed in hospital,
i'll never give up on you, neither will jason, or the rest.
since he's alr forgiven you, then forgive yourself too.
give each other a chance to think over. and start afresh.
if you give up on yrself now, then even i also cant help you anymore.
everytime i feel like dying, you'll comfort me,
saying that i'll stand up again, i'll pull through,
and now, you're the one that needs this the most.
so stand up like you always do. and take this as a lesson,
never repeat yr mistakes again. [:
jiayou!
(and yes, you're still gna get scolded for smoking too much. -.-)
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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