 "i just need one answer,do you still love me?
and 'i dont know' isnt considered one."- waking up feeling empty sucks big time. reading past texts you've sent that made me smile sucks too. realising how fast the world's moving past, and you dont have time to live through those pretty moments sucks the most. - i wna tell you so bad, how much i miss you, how much i miss having you by my side, how much i miss reading texts that make me smile to no end. this week's been hell. and i dont even know whats going on. everytime you tell me you dont know anymore, i just feel like asking you what do you know. you're everything to me, but i dont know if its the same for you. just tell me if you dont love me anymore, just tell me if you want to leave. im not going to stop you. please honey, stop it alr. - what happened to making us more amazing than amazing. was it all a lie? where's the love i once felt so deeply? i miss reading texts that make me smile to myself dumbly, everytime i read a message from you, i just feel like throwing my phone somewhere far away. its frustrating, do you know? no, you dont. because all you say now is, 'i dont know.' im sad/angry at you, 'cause i miss you so much. i hate how loving you becomes so difficult. unreciprocated love hurts, it really hurts.
|
|
"i just need one answer,do you still love me?
and 'i dont know' isnt considered one."- waking up feeling empty sucks big time. reading past texts you've sent that made me smile sucks too. realising how fast the world's moving past, and you dont have time to live through those pretty moments sucks the most. - i wna tell you so bad, how much i miss you, how much i miss having you by my side, how much i miss reading texts that make me smile to no end. this week's been hell. and i dont even know whats going on. everytime you tell me you dont know anymore, i just feel like asking you what do you know. you're everything to me, but i dont know if its the same for you. just tell me if you dont love me anymore, just tell me if you want to leave. im not going to stop you. please honey, stop it alr. - what happened to making us more amazing than amazing. was it all a lie? where's the love i once felt so deeply? i miss reading texts that make me smile to myself dumbly, everytime i read a message from you, i just feel like throwing my phone somewhere far away. its frustrating, do you know? no, you dont. because all you say now is, 'i dont know.' im sad/angry at you, 'cause i miss you so much. i hate how loving you becomes so difficult. unreciprocated love hurts, it really hurts.
|
|
|
|
removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
|
