 "im losing you."- i've got no mood to blog today. but i want to really thank people. jek ee, gillian, mingxuan, nicholas(wong), nisa, eileen, amanda, wensen and the rest. especially gillian, jek ee and wensen. for being there, always. thanks for hugging me gillian. thanks for letting me cry like nobody's business. - for once, i feel happier having sectionals, and teaching my jrs. maybe im running away from the problem. but, i've got no guts to face it. you owe me an explaination, an explaination which i might never come to hear of. - its a fucking bad day. - [edited/] my dear friend, because i know whats going on, im not going to stop you. what i ask of you, is to please come back in one piece, breathing. i just want you back in one piece, broken limbs are fine still. just get your ass back alright. i dont want to see 5 years of friendship bidding farewell like this. i dont want more dead friends watching over me. please? take care of yourself, watch your back/front/left/right/center. you know i love you very much. as a friend.
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"im losing you."- i've got no mood to blog today. but i want to really thank people. jek ee, gillian, mingxuan, nicholas(wong), nisa, eileen, amanda, wensen and the rest. especially gillian, jek ee and wensen. for being there, always. thanks for hugging me gillian. thanks for letting me cry like nobody's business. - for once, i feel happier having sectionals, and teaching my jrs. maybe im running away from the problem. but, i've got no guts to face it. you owe me an explaination, an explaination which i might never come to hear of. - its a fucking bad day. - [edited/] my dear friend, because i know whats going on, im not going to stop you. what i ask of you, is to please come back in one piece, breathing. i just want you back in one piece, broken limbs are fine still. just get your ass back alright. i dont want to see 5 years of friendship bidding farewell like this. i dont want more dead friends watching over me. please? take care of yourself, watch your back/front/left/right/center. you know i love you very much. as a friend.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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