i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 8/17/2008 09:17:00 PM
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"im not seeking a fairytale ending,
i just need a conclusion."

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great, now im gna start with the moodswinging and all.
one moment im sad and teary-eyed,
the next im getting all pissed off at stuff i rly shld be angry at.
thank you! i know im a moron!
thats what happens when things dont go pretty.
you're getting me frustrated too,
thank you for the frustration! really! i totally owe you!
-.- aww man, can i like scream and shout at you now.
i cant believe i still love you after everything okay.

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there's school tomorrow,
and subject selling day,
and yuqian's STARS movie thing too.
and jek ee promised me prata after school (proxy.5pm?!)
fuck lah. -.- pekcek alr.
the movie better be good. [angry face]
i havent written the 2 Soloists thing,
and the section leader thing,
-.- wthhhhhh. i feel like throwing myself over a building.
its like all positive emotions have said byebye,
and negative ones have taken over.
really, im feeling sad/angry/violent/stubborn/everything else bad.
wth wth wth wth. go to hell huixiu, seriously, you shld die.
im practically annoyed at everything and nothing at all. -.-
crappy.

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TAG REPLIES(after a gazillion years, i know.)

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GILLIAN - yes, you do make a fabulous boyfriend.
thank you for being a boyfriend(sort of).

GARY - its alright, never blamed you.
im used to your joking around anyway.

YINGHUA - im not bullied, sis. taking care.

WENXIAN - have always been this qian bian, tyvm.

MINGXUAN - no~ im not okay. very not okay.
and yes, i know im blessed with great friends,
like you and gillian and joey and the rest,
but sadly, im not exactly blessed with everything else. -.-

JOEY - gosh, your tag made me cry smiling.
i really miss you so badly, i miss hugging you. ):
write me a book, write me a happy book.
you're my happiest happy pill, you know?
and life's been a fucking bitch.
meet up with me soon! =\

HAIXING - whyyy. i like li lao shi. =\
she's nice. dont be so mean lah.
her words make sense sometimes.
though its always very.. morally sane. -.-

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[edited.]
im not a candidate where you say thanks for coming, bye.
whatever it is, your choice.
everything's a lie, isnt it.
such a wonderful lie,
thanks for letting me live it.