"am i but a slapstick comedy to you?"- TGIF. i need a break from school. -.- badly. school was fine. 'cept for the last period. where some fucker, YES FUCKER, had to yell. like, fuck, its just a game right! whats your fucking problem. fuck you! -.- so many fucks. damn. im utterly pissed/annoyed/angry/whatever. AND I DONT CARE, IF YOU'RE GNA HATE ME. I RLY DONT GIVE A DAMN. 'cause you know what? i hate you too. tyvm. go to hell. period. - damn it. this sucks. - EDITED./ - mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but something's not right with daddy. and i hate him for yelling at you. mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but daddy doesnt seem to love you the same anymore. and i hate him for leaving you alone. mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but daddy doesnt seem to care anymore. and i hate him for being such a bastard. mommy dearest, i love too much to voice out. i dont wna see you cry, neither do i want you or daddy to leave me. mommy dearest, be strong. i love you. mommy dearest, you'll always be my bestest mommy. no matter what. - dad, i hate you. i truly do.
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"am i but a slapstick comedy to you?"- TGIF. i need a break from school. -.- badly. school was fine. 'cept for the last period. where some fucker, YES FUCKER, had to yell. like, fuck, its just a game right! whats your fucking problem. fuck you! -.- so many fucks. damn. im utterly pissed/annoyed/angry/whatever. AND I DONT CARE, IF YOU'RE GNA HATE ME. I RLY DONT GIVE A DAMN. 'cause you know what? i hate you too. tyvm. go to hell. period. - damn it. this sucks. - EDITED./ - mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but something's not right with daddy. and i hate him for yelling at you. mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but daddy doesnt seem to love you the same anymore. and i hate him for leaving you alone. mommy dearest, i love you too much to voice out. but daddy doesnt seem to care anymore. and i hate him for being such a bastard. mommy dearest, i love too much to voice out. i dont wna see you cry, neither do i want you or daddy to leave me. mommy dearest, be strong. i love you. mommy dearest, you'll always be my bestest mommy. no matter what. - dad, i hate you. i truly do.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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