"just because you dont feel like facing your problems,and want time to pause,doesnt mean time will, for you.life goes on. so suck it up."-
THIS IS NOT PMS BULLSHIT!-
school's shitty. -.-
bahhhh.
kay, its only shitty this week i guess.
sigh.
I'M FUCKING NOT YOUR SUBSTITUTE,
ask yourself, who was the first to be there for you.
damn.
i dont rly know whats wrong, but i know something is.
and, i dont rly know how to explain it.
so, i shall not.
for the benefit of doubt. =x
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i know i shldnt have neglected you,
especially when i know something's wrong.
but i need my own time to think of my problems too.
i know you're not very verbally capable, but still.
i think, a reason why i dont feel like talking to you,
is 'cause you keep frowning.
you frown at every single thing, (not like i dont alr know lah)
and i dont like it.
being a happy happy person, i like to see people around me happy too.
seeing people sad/angry/negative makes me wna give up.
and it sucks, big time.
and sometimes, i just dont feel like listening to anyone.
i just wna, be in my own world(?) if thats how you wna classify it.
that kinda sums up why i've been MIA from you anyway.
im not sorry. it isnt my fault. and you cant do anything to change my mind.
thats just how i am. alright?
i cant help it if you wna get angry at me for saying that.
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band's, crappy today.
sigh.
band's changed alr lah.
it wasnt like this last year. )=
it was so much more fun. bahhhhh.
did merry widow.
procession was crapped up. :S
sighhhhhh, merry widow, needs work. alot of it. -.-
there's no band tmr,
but nicholas wants to go to the beach,
do what?
practice. zomgsh.
abit weird to go there and play leh!
:S nevermind. there's always a first for everything. :O
9am, beach. wow. so fucking early. -.-
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dinner at ws with nicholas, mx and gils. hahaha.
super funny. nicholas eats curry rice everyday. TIAN AH.
i realise, coral houses many ruffians.
example, we shall call this mad-cap ruffian, C.
C, is an asshole.
beng-wannabe. teehee.
just because you walk with both arms on the verge of snapping,
doesnt make you a big time mafia ass y'know.
people just looked at you, because you were familiar,
and you walked over, pushed the guy,
and said "diao simi diao."
funny is it. at least your girlfriend is more civilised man!
go to hell. -.- [im risking my life typing this, i could get bashed. :O]
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anyway! the world has many losers.
imbecile morons. hoho.
and, yeah. whatever. -.-
they can go to hell and burn there. heh.
okay, whatever.
im going to the beach tmr morning, costa sands in the afternoon.
i've pretty much got saturday planned.
hah.
yay, more sleep. yay yay yay!
k bye. :D hee.
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P/S:
HAPPY 14TH,
AMIRUL
AND
CHERYL GAY!stay happy, whacky, and funny like the both of you are. heh.
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[edit/]
THANKS TO THE MAGNIFICENT [coughs] AH XIAN!
i kena this spastic quiz. -.- idiot.
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1. what is the most unique thing in your room?
nothing much, i have an average room. messy room.
2. how many CDs do u hav in your room?
lazy to count.
3. have you brought your lover to your room?
guess so? idk! how'd i know!
4. what would you do if you are alone in your room?
im always on my laptop, otherwise, i'd be sleeping.
5. do you talk to yourself when no one is around?
lol, no. but i kiss my reflection. haha!
6. how many pillows do you have?
four. YAY!
7. what's left to be perfect for your room?
to tidy up, get a bigger table.
8. what's under your bed?
mr. happy face!
9. do you like sharing room with other people?
no. -.-
10. Do you lock your door?
nope, only close it though.
11. [refer to qs 1] who gave you that unique thing?
erm lets see, who gives nothing?
12. [refer to qs 6] would you hug your pillow
if you're thinking of someone you love?
i have four, so means i have four lovers right. wow!
13. [refer to qs 3] when's gonna be the next time
you brought him/her again?
when i get another boyfriend, who comes over?
14. [refer to qs 9] how many people do you prefer to be in a room?
no preference.
15. [refer to qs 7] if your enemy fufil the thing that
you want so badly in your room, what would you do?
kick him/her to hell. muahaha.
16. [refer to qs 10] who would come into your room without knocking?
obviously my family?
17. [refer to qs 5] have you got caught before doing
something private in your room?
ahh, you naughty naughty arrrr.
18. [refer to qs 4] who would help you to
cure your loneliness other than that?
my dog. [:
19. [refer to qs 2] how many of them are pirated?
ALL GOT STICKER DE! :O
20. [refer to qs 8] what is your reaction when
you find out that there is 'someone' under your bed?
mr. happy face is a SOMEONE right?!
i'd be HAPPY. yay!
21. describe your dream room.
NOT PINK. NOT PURPLE.
big, has a sofa, a tv, a mini bar.
aiya! just get me a penthouse.
22. nice-looking room but not very comfortable
or very comfortable, but not that nice?
very comfortable but not that nice.
23. tag 5 people who you think love their rooms.
1. bug.
2. fish.
3. cow.
4. chicken.
5. lizard. [walao]
