 "i have the world in my heart."- the fear's still in my heart. i cant help but think what'll happen if you leave me once more. im so afraid. i know im paranoid, but still. i somehow get the feeling that you're still sortof in a dilema. the way you stare, it makes me feel so so so afraid. afraid you'll leave, afraid you'll never come back again. i dont know whats wrong with me now. i love you too much to let go, but i dont want you to feel like im clinging on to you like glue. i dont want you to feel tied down. but this fear's so strong, and i dont know what to do. i dont know how to tell you, and so the only way i can voice out, is through here. hoping you'd read, and somehow find out. as much as im terrified to the core, i still love you very much. - stupid fried brain. sigh. i shld die soon. -.- - off for band soon. im hungry, and sleepy. band's ending early today. wow. -.- k bye, mutiara's downstairs alr. - love you! love you! love you! love you! love you! you! - (someone's got his facilitator behind him. and he's ignoring me on msn. tsk.) -pokes facilitator- ^^V
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"i have the world in my heart."- the fear's still in my heart. i cant help but think what'll happen if you leave me once more. im so afraid. i know im paranoid, but still. i somehow get the feeling that you're still sortof in a dilema. the way you stare, it makes me feel so so so afraid. afraid you'll leave, afraid you'll never come back again. i dont know whats wrong with me now. i love you too much to let go, but i dont want you to feel like im clinging on to you like glue. i dont want you to feel tied down. but this fear's so strong, and i dont know what to do. i dont know how to tell you, and so the only way i can voice out, is through here. hoping you'd read, and somehow find out. as much as im terrified to the core, i still love you very much. - stupid fried brain. sigh. i shld die soon. -.- - off for band soon. im hungry, and sleepy. band's ending early today. wow. -.- k bye, mutiara's downstairs alr. - love you! love you! love you! love you! love you! you! - (someone's got his facilitator behind him. and he's ignoring me on msn. tsk.) -pokes facilitator- ^^V
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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