"unrequited love hurts the most."- im giving up. im letting go. happy now?i realised it wasnt going to work out.now, learning to stop lying to myself is so frustrating.but, its over. and, im not waiting anymore. not waiting for something thats never going to happen.you brought extreme emotions into the r/s we had.being with you, made me the happiest girl alive.your failure to commit, left me in tears for weeks. to err is human, to forgive is divine. i never blamed you, and i never will. im not going to miss you. im chopping this branch off, wish you luck with your other branch, who you undeniably loved more.thanks for shattering this silly heart of mine. remember me, for who i was to you.you'll always have a place in my memory.- i got pissed off last night, 'cause some fucker thinks he knows the world. well, lets just say, the world has many imbeciles. and nothing'll keep them from being nosey. - chatted with zhiwei last night, till i fell asleep. haha. thanks for cheering me up, though i know you aint gna read this anyway. haha. - exam's over! time to go crazy! [: bye.
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"unrequited love hurts the most."- im giving up. im letting go. happy now?i realised it wasnt going to work out.now, learning to stop lying to myself is so frustrating.but, its over. and, im not waiting anymore. not waiting for something thats never going to happen.you brought extreme emotions into the r/s we had.being with you, made me the happiest girl alive.your failure to commit, left me in tears for weeks. to err is human, to forgive is divine. i never blamed you, and i never will. im not going to miss you. im chopping this branch off, wish you luck with your other branch, who you undeniably loved more.thanks for shattering this silly heart of mine. remember me, for who i was to you.you'll always have a place in my memory.- i got pissed off last night, 'cause some fucker thinks he knows the world. well, lets just say, the world has many imbeciles. and nothing'll keep them from being nosey. - chatted with zhiwei last night, till i fell asleep. haha. thanks for cheering me up, though i know you aint gna read this anyway. haha. - exam's over! time to go crazy! [: bye.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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