i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 10/10/2008 07:10:00 PM
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"unrequited love hurts the most."
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im giving up. im letting go. happy now?
i realised it wasnt going to work out.
now, learning to stop lying to myself is so frustrating.
but, its over. and, im not waiting anymore.
not waiting for something thats never going to happen.

you brought extreme emotions into the r/s we had.
being with you, made me the happiest girl alive.
your failure to commit, left me in tears for weeks.
to err is human, to forgive is divine.
i never blamed you, and i never will.
im not going to miss you.
im chopping this branch off,
wish you luck with your other branch, who you undeniably loved more.
thanks for shattering this silly heart of mine.
remember me, for who i was to you.
you'll always have a place in my memory.
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i got pissed off last night,
'cause some fucker thinks he knows the world.
well, lets just say, the world has many imbeciles.
and nothing'll keep them from being nosey.
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chatted with zhiwei last night,
till i fell asleep. haha.
thanks for cheering me up,
though i know you aint gna read this anyway.
haha.
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exam's over!
time to go crazy!
[:
bye.