 "love's gonna get you down, but then again,
it's love that makes you realise why you stay faithful."- does it matter whether i tell you or not? being angry and being sad are two entirely different emotions. so what if i tell you every event that happens. does it change things? does anger subside just because i tell someone? not really? you'll always tell me to ignore things, let things be, dont retaliate. i got falsely pointed at, wronged. if you cant picture how that felt, then you wont know how fucked up that was. if i told you then, you'd prolly just have made things a million times worse. i'd have flared up so much, you'd have gotten annoyed too. but you just kept asking. sometimes, you do have to take no for an answer. even if no means yes, most times. i wanted someone to agree with me, to curse and swear, to vent all my frustrations with. not someone to tell me to let things be, to relax. i can do that myself. i know you care, but im not someone who keeps anger to myself. i dont stand there to get yelled at for no reason, and not fight back. im not you. i dont have that kind of patience. i dont want to either. i dont want to let people accuse me and let them think there's nothing wrong. - ah you sickening mother fucker.
i hope you'll fucking get run over
by an 18-wheeler, and
fucking die on the spot.
and i hope you fucking burn in hell.
fuck you, bloody flamingo ass face.you are not the only righteous, justified human being on earth. are you even JUSTIFIED?! _|_go die la. mofo.
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"love's gonna get you down, but then again,
it's love that makes you realise why you stay faithful."- does it matter whether i tell you or not? being angry and being sad are two entirely different emotions. so what if i tell you every event that happens. does it change things? does anger subside just because i tell someone? not really? you'll always tell me to ignore things, let things be, dont retaliate. i got falsely pointed at, wronged. if you cant picture how that felt, then you wont know how fucked up that was. if i told you then, you'd prolly just have made things a million times worse. i'd have flared up so much, you'd have gotten annoyed too. but you just kept asking. sometimes, you do have to take no for an answer. even if no means yes, most times. i wanted someone to agree with me, to curse and swear, to vent all my frustrations with. not someone to tell me to let things be, to relax. i can do that myself. i know you care, but im not someone who keeps anger to myself. i dont stand there to get yelled at for no reason, and not fight back. im not you. i dont have that kind of patience. i dont want to either. i dont want to let people accuse me and let them think there's nothing wrong. - ah you sickening mother fucker.
i hope you'll fucking get run over
by an 18-wheeler, and
fucking die on the spot.
and i hope you fucking burn in hell.
fuck you, bloody flamingo ass face.you are not the only righteous, justified human being on earth. are you even JUSTIFIED?! _|_go die la. mofo.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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