"your love's put me at the top of the world."- its freakin' hotttttt. i dont like scorching sundays. =\ makes me dizzy. - im craving for so many things. -coffee @ starbucks-catch bride wars before it disappears from the cinemas-eat crunchie bars-manhattan fish market's cherry snapper-shopping spree in town-subway's cookies-cup walker-and, my boyfriend. )=- im worse than some pregnant woman. sigh. - i miss honey. ): the heat's making me irritated. -.- - edited.- im bored. i've switched on the aircon, but its still hot. darnnnnn. poor honey. he's so tired, but working. )= [gives honey a big hug] - from facebook : 7 things to do before i die : 1. i'd tell my very long list of close kins that i love them alot. especially mummy and daddy. even if im such an annoying bratty little rebellious kin. and thank them for the love, care and concern they've showered me with from long ago. and i'll give my little sister a big big hug. 2. i'd tell my boyfriend, how much i love him, and how much i cant bear to leave him. thank him for the many days of joy and laughter he brought to me, the tender loving care he willingly gave me, the neverending hugs and kisses, and the million little things he did that made me smile to no end. i'd tell him how sorry i was, if i'd hurt him in any way, and making him listen to my endless cursing and swearing and blaming him for things that weren't really his fault. 3. i'd tell my joey, dolyn, vivien and hoihaan how great it was knowing them. having them to drown my sorrows with, the ever-ready shoulders to cry on, and bringing smiles back to my face when things went wrong, and for always being there when i needed them most. 4. i'd go around singapore, eating everything i wanted to eat. food in the other world may not be as nice as food down here. heh. 5. i'd buy everything i wanted. and buy gifts for all my loved ones. spend like i never spent before. 6. i wna be cremated. and have my ashes drift away in the wind. oh, i wna be cremated with a million sunflowers and calla lillies! and have a neverending supply of chocolates, and a photograph of my family, my little canine, and my beloved boyfriend. 7. i dont want to die without my memories. memories of being in love, memories of all the happy times i've ever had in my entire life. most importantly, i want to have every single memory of you, nicholas honey, with me when i die. - darn, i dont wna die!
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"your love's put me at the top of the world."- its freakin' hotttttt. i dont like scorching sundays. =\ makes me dizzy. - im craving for so many things. -coffee @ starbucks-catch bride wars before it disappears from the cinemas-eat crunchie bars-manhattan fish market's cherry snapper-shopping spree in town-subway's cookies-cup walker-and, my boyfriend. )=- im worse than some pregnant woman. sigh. - i miss honey. ): the heat's making me irritated. -.- - edited.- im bored. i've switched on the aircon, but its still hot. darnnnnn. poor honey. he's so tired, but working. )= [gives honey a big hug] - from facebook : 7 things to do before i die : 1. i'd tell my very long list of close kins that i love them alot. especially mummy and daddy. even if im such an annoying bratty little rebellious kin. and thank them for the love, care and concern they've showered me with from long ago. and i'll give my little sister a big big hug. 2. i'd tell my boyfriend, how much i love him, and how much i cant bear to leave him. thank him for the many days of joy and laughter he brought to me, the tender loving care he willingly gave me, the neverending hugs and kisses, and the million little things he did that made me smile to no end. i'd tell him how sorry i was, if i'd hurt him in any way, and making him listen to my endless cursing and swearing and blaming him for things that weren't really his fault. 3. i'd tell my joey, dolyn, vivien and hoihaan how great it was knowing them. having them to drown my sorrows with, the ever-ready shoulders to cry on, and bringing smiles back to my face when things went wrong, and for always being there when i needed them most. 4. i'd go around singapore, eating everything i wanted to eat. food in the other world may not be as nice as food down here. heh. 5. i'd buy everything i wanted. and buy gifts for all my loved ones. spend like i never spent before. 6. i wna be cremated. and have my ashes drift away in the wind. oh, i wna be cremated with a million sunflowers and calla lillies! and have a neverending supply of chocolates, and a photograph of my family, my little canine, and my beloved boyfriend. 7. i dont want to die without my memories. memories of being in love, memories of all the happy times i've ever had in my entire life. most importantly, i want to have every single memory of you, nicholas honey, with me when i die. - darn, i dont wna die!
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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