 "weary from all the miseries life has to offer."- im very tired. god knows how many times i've said this, but im so worn out. from shitty acquaintances(read yesterday), to band, to school, to well, basically, my adolescent life. drats. - then again, i had a nice day today with nicholas and mingxuan. seoul garden after track and field meet, then headed to catch marley and me. and cried my eyes out. =\ i wna watch it again. and i still havent caught 'he's just not that into you'. wtf. okay nvm. marley and me's nice. imma get the book soon. - coming back. i feel like shit. excrement. human fecal matter. whatever. and im still pissed over yesterday's saga. not really saga. but nevermind. its like, how atticus tells scout, "you never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... until you climb into his skin and walk around in it." yeah i get your point of view, you're a jealous pathetic portion of the human race. you deserve to go to hell and burn. whatever much. to hell with you, jerk. - - - - - im feeling very "bu gan xin" all over. -.- _|_ feel like shredding paper. but i shall not kill trees. i'll just have to torment myself further. bloody hell.
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"weary from all the miseries life has to offer."- im very tired. god knows how many times i've said this, but im so worn out. from shitty acquaintances(read yesterday), to band, to school, to well, basically, my adolescent life. drats. - then again, i had a nice day today with nicholas and mingxuan. seoul garden after track and field meet, then headed to catch marley and me. and cried my eyes out. =\ i wna watch it again. and i still havent caught 'he's just not that into you'. wtf. okay nvm. marley and me's nice. imma get the book soon. - coming back. i feel like shit. excrement. human fecal matter. whatever. and im still pissed over yesterday's saga. not really saga. but nevermind. its like, how atticus tells scout, "you never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... until you climb into his skin and walk around in it." yeah i get your point of view, you're a jealous pathetic portion of the human race. you deserve to go to hell and burn. whatever much. to hell with you, jerk. - - - - - im feeling very "bu gan xin" all over. -.- _|_ feel like shredding paper. but i shall not kill trees. i'll just have to torment myself further. bloody hell.
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removing what was previously here, doesn't mean i love you any less (duh).
i've just figured, that whats past shall remain in the past, and we shall just, well, move forward.
and you're still the love of my life, always will be. sunny or not.
even if it rains, we'll have our brollies, kick water onto ourselves and laugh cause we're kids at heart.
spending these few months together, everything takes on a new meaning, even love itself.
everybody says this will end eventually, so be it. even if it does, i'll still have the many beautiful memories.
but lets not get there just yet, because we both know, this relationship isn't reaching a dead-end anytime soon.
thank you for always being there for me, even when you're tired and when i don't always seem pleasant to you.
thank you for staying by my side during storms, in sickness and in health, in happiness and in misery.
you make the sun i see shine with warmth, and the night sky twinkle with stars. "your love's put me at the top of the world."
your heart's safe with me, and i love you so, dear boyfriend.
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